lavenders & thoughts

how have you been doing? I absolutely did not realize how long I've left without posting anything here (not that anyone would mind). This past week has just been normal days, with news of the Movement Control Order once again extending for another 2 weeks. All in all, if it's for the best I have no complaints. Besides that, I also received an email stating that I'll soon be starting my online classes for the CAT papers I'll be taking this year so preparing my mentality for this is one of my biggest aims for now. Other than that I've also applied for a few online classes through edX ; The Science of Happiness and Tsinghua Chinese: Start Talking with 1.3 Billion People. Unfortunately, I haven't gotten around to taking a break from Twitter but my mind is slowly losing interest in it- we'll have to see in a couple of days. On deactivating Instagram: I feel happier no cap. My insecurities and worries have lessened drastically since I'm not comparing...

do you not miss the laughter? It's been a few days since I've gotten off Instagram and it has been great so far except for the fact that I haven't gotten started on removing myself from Twitter. I'll have to find more motivation and determination to do that soon. My two cents on the current COVID-19 outbreak:  - I'm terrified- of all these lives lost and that there's all the possibility of my close acquaintances getting infected and I believe that all I can do now is to hope for the best while doing my part- #stayathome - Frustrated at those who choose to block out all the warnings and go on to NOT #stayathome . Although I'm angered I believe it's not done well to the mental capacity of such a person like me who tends to keep it in. There's definitely been a positive change in that since I got off Instagram. - I read that domestic violence has drastically increased since the Movement Control Order began, and so has the struggle of most peop...