dear khadijah,

dear khadijah,

a future letter entry. i'd just like to say how proud i am of you. of the journeys you've ventured and the emotions you've encountered.

there may be days when you feel that all your accomplishments are just little specks of dust and inferiority overwhelms you, but i'm here to say that today i feel proud and that you can too.

that feeling when you look at yourself in a hotel mirror, where you see your flaws enhance what beauty you have and you simply indulge in a feeling of self-worth and self-love, i'd like it if you remember that image. 

while you may feel you lack, i remind you that it is beautiful to be you <3 

with love & hugs,
khadijah


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