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It's July the 10th.

I just prepared a hot honey lemon drink=VITAMIN C!!! honestly feeling mentally exhausted...
So I actually began staying at a residence near my college since 16th of June and gosh that's like nearly a month since I left things unsaid on the blog.

My CAT timetable has been absolutely packed and surprise surprise! my finals for the 3 papers; FA1, MA1, and FA2 are starting this monday. yes. THIS MONDAY. 

I hope everything goes well :') 
 
Currently working through as many exercises that I can and as of now it's a good studying progress, alhamdulillah. 

I spent most of the day in the library- and I tell ya, it was coldd. Also borrowed an exercise book there so I'm gonna get ready to do that.

Bye


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